August 17th - Friday. My officemate (Jayvee) and I decided to pay visit to Annadel whom we had not seen for a month or so since she started full-time work from home due to her worsening condition. We were there because I had to collect her signed resignation letter.
The last time that we saw her, she has gotten a lot thinner and her skin became really pale. She would go often to the restroom to have a retouch concealing her condition, but it only did a little cover up.
On that day, it seemed as if her condition has worsened ten times. Her face, arms and legs were covered with bruises all over. Her lips were so pale. Her palms were covered with wounds from rashes which doesn't seem to be healing at all. She cannot speak clearly because of mouth sores. She cannot walk or stand straight because of dizziness and various pains all over her body. That day, as much as I hate it, I saw a young woman waiting for the time.
We stayed for a while to chit chat. Jayvee and I were both trying to keep ourselves composed so as not to show her any sign of weakness. We wanted to be strong for her if that is the least we can do.
We updated her on the latest events from the office. I was cracking jokes when she excused herself and walked towards her bed. From where we are sitting, we heard the sound of her painful vomits. We found out that she had been throwing up everything she takes in for the past five (5) days. She had been sleepless because of nausea, headache, stomach ache and the discomfort of her mouth sores and rashes.
All of these are related to her disease. Her immune system is getting weaker. Plus, with her condition, she cannot take in medicines to relieve the pain.
It was heartbreaking seeing her like that just eight days to go before her 24th birthday. Jayvee and I committed ourselves to helping her the best we can so she can survive this trial.
Be strong Ann!